How do I want my life to be?

Myself moving forward, the following is just a sample of my preferred "ideal life";

Living in my house alone, but I'm not lonely with the people that are still in my life right now,

even though they really don't keep in touch anymore, even through social media or email. 

I'm my own middle-aged man doing my own thing daily; including chores/housework, 

blogging and poetry. My mind is completely at ease for once, and I am comfortable in my own

surroundings. I still feel blessed and lucky to have what I have and whom I still have and know. 

That's all for today, as I'm thinking about my late mother on this ninth anniversary of her passing,

I still miss you Mom and always will, may God always bless you and Dad, until we meet again.

To be continued here at a later date and time, thank you for your support and bye for now.